Love wasnt a great thing afterall .

Exams ~

Fortunately never late for school . ^^

Had english paper 1 at first .

So damn hard,

then recess .

back to English paper 2 .

not really easy though .

I have no confidence in passing . :/ die ~
after school , home straight . & here am i posting!

Let's talk about yesterday!

Actually should be cooking at home .

Cause of Minghui wanna eat steamboat , make us all suffer ! ~~ LOL .

went to buy food for steamboat , then went to meet Minghui & Sinnee at my house downstair .

Went up at 7+ going 8pm .

Had steamboat, then started playing w webcammy. ^^

took alot pictures .

Then then , something happened, dont wish to say. only can say sorry :/

webcammy again .

Actually suppose to be studying .

End up all crazy playing like mad .

then Sinnee & Minghui went off at 11 plus .

used lappy til 1+ going 2am then sleep .

Dead meat .

PHOTOS AT IAN CHAN YI EN'S PHONY ! DON'T KNOW WHEN HE GONNA SEND ME! ):

Yesterday, wasnt a great day.

Woke up at 6am.

suddenly saw a sms by Ian ' Kor .

wanted to fetch to me to school .

went down 131 to meet up w Ian & Yongci .

7am Yongci went off .

while me & Ian walked to school .

saw Yifa at 109.

sat there for awhile.

7.20.

Ask Ian send me to backgate he dont want.

Slap him! LOL. Joking :X

Walked to backgate.

School for sure.

During PE, had 2.4 .

SEE MINGHUI asked me not to pangseh her.

End up she pangseh me.

So chatting with Jolyn behind, slowly walk. :x

After PE, went back class for maths.

B.O.R.E.D T.T.M! ZZZ.

i swear, i hate maths .

After maths was english , nothing much either .

Had to hand up the " Homework " .

Which is compo to paotoh people in class . :/

Recess, then assembly.

Drag our time til 1pm + .

When they should release us at 12.30pm.

zzzz ~

After school, the problem make me stay til going 2pm then go home.

Mum started calling & nag . -'- .

Reached home , use lappy awhile .

then went to prepare .

After preparing , meet Minghui at 110 .

Then took bus over to Petal Mac.

Qianning board the bus along the way .

When Ian ' Kor complaining that is late alr .

Should meet him 4.30.

End up, reach at 6pm.

so sorry :x

Actually supposed to study with Minghui & Qianning .

End up, i was so damn lazy to study.

walked over to 121 to had dinner.

i dint eat rice, only potato & veg . ^^

they keep puffing, like bored only sia.

went back mac to slack .

Qianning & Minghui keep laughing . Cute <:

went over to 7oo+ slack as Minghui went home .

Drink over there .

Qianning went home .

Only left me , Bryan , Ian , Yongsheng or sth. -.-

then took pictures .

Mummy came to fetch me at 3am i think, home straight toh!

I WANNA GO OUT, NOW.

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Was supposed to meet Aaron ' Kor & Bryan .

Didn't go out far due to mummy don't let . zzz .

So Metta came to find me for dinner .

Then went over to Good Price Center to buy tibits go Metta's house camp . ^^

After dinner, went back home Ask Bro's girlf to teach me some about graph .

like 10+ went Metta's house .

Watch tv, used comp, take pictures using Metta's uncle cammy. ^^

Toh at her house at 12am .

Slept til 1.46.

Hungry alr, so cook noodle.

after eating, play w cammy again.

til 3am.

Mummy came and fetch me home.

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Jaga,

Love my hairrrrrr ! & my girls :x

Get a life, & move on.

Found this is other's blog. Find it cute, so i decided to post it out . :)

First one,

***How guys express their love!!!***
When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He's is thinking how good you're, Miss
you!!!
When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.
When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves
you and how important you're.
When a GUY answers 'I'm Fine' after
awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.
When a GUY keep asking you the same
question,
He is wondering why you are lying.
When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him
forever.
When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.
When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how
are you today.
When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.
When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.
When a GUY says that he can't live
without you,
He has made up his mind that you are
his forever.
When a GUY says 'I Miss You',
He wants to see you immeditely.

Second one,
Girl: Slow down, Im scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe
(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didnt want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

Third one,
17 SIgns u love someone ;}

> > S e v e n t e e n :
> > You look at their profiles constantly.
> > S i x t e e n :
> > When you're on the phone/text with them late at night and they hang up/stop replying, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
> > F i f t e e n :
> > You read their texts and IMs over and over again.
> > F o u r t e e n :
> > You walk really slow when you're with them.
> > T h i r t e e n :
> > You feel shy feel great whenever they're around.
> > E l e v e n :
> > When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.
> > T e n :
> > You smile when you hear their voice.
> > N i n e :
> > When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you; you just see him/her.
> > E i g h t :
> > You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
> > S e v e n :
> > They're all you think about.
> > S i x :
> > You get high just from their scent.
> > F i v e :
> > You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
> > F o u r :
> > You would do anything for them, just to see them.
> > T h r e e :
> > While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
> > T w o :
> > You were so busy thinking about that person,you didn't notice number twelve was missing.
> > One :
> > You just scrolled up to check& are now silently laughing at yourself. :P

Fourth one,
21 things girls don't notice

You HAVE to read all of them and if you don't your going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month! --
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...
.
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with u
.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:
.
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to
.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinkin. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out
.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him... You don't need to give advice
.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you
.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
.
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot
.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you
.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
.
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that
.
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
.
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up
.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something
.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
.
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day
.
18)No guys cant handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
.
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
.
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
.
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life .

Fifth one,

if a girl cries in front of you, it
means that she couldn't take it
anymore...
If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life; if
you let her go, she couldn't go back
to being herself anymore...
(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, Except in
front of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak..
(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she put down her
ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly, she's
the one who would stay with you for
the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of
your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,
when she cry bcoz of you, Look into
her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n
hurt she's feeling?
Think....
Which other girl have cried wif pure
sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz of
you?
She cry not because she is weak, She
cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, n
agony have become too big a burden to
be kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And
all because of you, Its time to look
back on wat u have done, Only you will
know the answer to it.
Do consider it. Coz one day....
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
♥__if a gal cried for u__♥

six ,

What is love?

What is love?
Love is blind.
Love is happy.
Love is a crush.
Love can be crushed.
Love can be broken.
Love can be short.
LOve can be LOng.
Love can be Abandon.
LOve is nothing.
Love is everything.
LOve is love.
Falling in love is nice.
But when u fall,u can fall badly.
Once its Crushed,when its cured.
It leaves scars.
Im just a fool 4 love.

seven,

I thought i loved you
but now ur just a creep
i got so sick and tired of crying myself to sleep
now i have learned
not to fall in love till im older
until i can handle being burned
without havin to cry on someones shoulder
I still don‘t understand
how i fell so hard for you
its so much like quick sand
now i know what i must do
instead of handing over my heart
instead of risking falling apart
i will be strong
and keep my heart protected
isnt that why they call it falling?
at least now I‘ll never be rejected



Every night, tears i shed
Everyday is a day i dread
When you‘re around
I wish you weren‘t
Because everytime i seem to hurt
I try to take it day by day
But you‘re in my thoughts
And won‘t go away
I never wanted to feel like this
I never asked to even exist
I just want you to hold me tight
And tell me things will be alright
But you don‘t even seem to care
And never noticed my love was there
Even though it‘s painful to me
I‘ll love you forever endlessly

Eight ,
When you need a shoulder to cry on,
Remember that I have a warm embrace,
Ready to offer comfort.

When you think I'm being too tough,
Remember that which does not kill you
Makes you stronger.

When you need a friend to listen,
Remember that I am here for you,
Always.

When you doubt me,
Remember that I once knelt at your feet,
Washing them in service to you.

When you lose faith in yourself,
Remember that I never did,
Nor ever will.

Bloom .

Had a great day yesterday! <:

Went school in the morning first.

Mum ask me not to go school, but i insist .

She scared i might be tired due to yesterday midnight then go home.

Somemore drinking .

School !

Slept during PE.

Due to raining , so we don't have to run 2.4!

Shiok ttm!

Maths, was discussing where to go, as teacher is absent! <:

English, our class split into different groups, to do forget dont know what :x

Recess, accompanied Dylan to report sick .

Accompany until recess cannot eat .

HAHA .

But it's okay .

Went back class for Chinese.

Then assembly!

Went comp lab.

Finding quotes to write .

Cause is friendship day, everyone have to write something on a card <:

Surfing net & stuff .

After school, went home to prepared.

AGAIN,

i'm late to meet my love ones, Minghui , Sinnee , Qianning .

Took bus over to Tamp,

while on bus, i keep sneezing and coughing .

Think bus got germs. -.-

Went to Century Square's Food Junction to find them.

After they finish eating,

Went over to SASA bought stuff .

After SASA , they plan to go Tampines Safra to play pool .

I didn't play as i was busy making up in the toilet .

HEHE!

Took photos all this, til 6.30pm.

took bus over to 109 to meet up w Nazri, Ahmad Nazrie, Helmi & friends!

we supposed to meet them at 6pm :x

Slacked til 8 plus.

Me , Sinnee , Qianning took bus to Bedok Reservoir .

Qianning went home while me & Sinnee went to find Aaron , Ian , Bryan , Yongci & friends .

Cab to 523 w Ahxuan , Sinnee .

Ahxuan went home while me & Sinnee went Bedok for Mac .

Then slacked at Skate Park til 1 plus .

CK went off with Sinnee while Ahliang went off w me .

Thanks ahkor for sending me home <:

Going out later on <:

Stop .

I wished all this can stop .

My heart just pain like hell when you don't even know anything & enjoying outside .

I saw things that i should not .

Why you have to keep lying to me ?

Sigh,

How then i can forget about you ?

I wish to hate you, but why am i loving you instead ?

Tell me how to forget you .

I remember everything that you said .

But do you remember words that i said ?

I don't think so,

you've alr started doing it . :/

Went school, Had common test on the first period .

Dont know how to do, shag.

Can you be like last time, teaching me? sigh.

Gonna fail my MYE for sure.

I've no confident .

English was like, scolding period lo.

Chinese bored ttm can, i did tried to study chinese.

FIRST TIME.

weee ~

Maths, dont even know what teacher is teaching? -.-

Recess, ate Salmon again.

Almost eating Salmon everyday.

I shall stop.

The more i eat, the more i feel disgusted.

CPA, after doing worksheets.

Trying to sleep.

Flashingback. :/

ART, still doing print making.

FINALLY PRINT ON PAPER.

was trying to do second colour,

when taking paper.

my art piece from front of the class.

don't know why fly to back of the class without anyone taking it, OR TOUCHING IT!

Scary. -.- .

After school, went home straight.

Thought not going K.

But still went as Sinnee's treating me, thanks <:

Took bus to Bedok & change bus to Kampong Chaichee.

Went eat cupnoodle as we're finding thing to eat.

OKAY, I WAS SO SHOCKED THERE.

A MAN.

AT SECOND FLOOR OVER THERE.

WAS A DISTANCE.

HE TRYING TO CALL US OVER,

BUT WE DIDN'T .

WE SO FAR AWAY FROM HIM.

HE AT STAIRCASE TOOK OF HIS PANTS.

AND .......... -.- ZZZ .

Scared to die bodoh.

DISGUSTING!

Quickly eat, & went to sing K.

Baoting ' Jie & Shannan came to join Me , Minghui , Sinnee , Qianning .

Keep shouting & shouting .

It's been long time since i last shouted,

as he dont allow me.

After singing,

my voice like.

LOL!

Bused home after that.

Home at 7 going 8.

Sinnee' Jokercouple, really hope that you will attend school. :)

What comes around, goes around.

好多悲傷在風中笑 .

心在燒 淚在掉 .

你的背叛沒有人知道 .

說愛我好不好 ?

就當作是乞討.

哪怕說出口只需要一秒, 你都不要 .

我的痛像把刀 血在流看得到.

你卻在 她懷抱 微笑 .

如果連自尊都已經不再需要,這個世界什麼愛你買不到 .

No replies again .

Have you even treat me as your mei before ? LOL .

No matter what, FOREVER, you treat girls so important .

Went school as usual today.

So sleepy today .

Slept at 1o plus yesterday still so tired.

Omg. -.-

CPA, used comp .

Maths, was trying to sleep.

Yet get disturbed.

ass -.-

Recess, mood went so ..... low .

Thinking about your face, your voice.

English, somehow chatting w Huiwen .

H2h talk & talking about camp stuffs .

I WISH TO GO CAMP NOW AS SINGAPORE REALLY GAVE ME A BAD MEMORIES.

okay lame :x

Food studies, didn't bring apron again .

But managed to cook .

Shiok die!

Me & Minghui partner .

Late end school today due to the food that we baked was not done yet .

End at 2pm .

Reached home at 2.20pm .

Nap until 5+ .

Shower & walk to Bedok to buy dinner .

Had Longjohn for dinner .

SHIOK!

& bought a shirt .

Thats all!

This song is my feeling now, shag die.

Just a call, will hurt so much .

I thought, you call me is to find me.

But you call me, just because of your friend.

Just a call, make me thinks alot .

Hurt alot .

Although i miss you,

But what can i do ? Sigh .

School > Interaction > Maths > Chinese > Recess > Food studies > English > Tm > Home .

Went school as usual today.

Interaction, went canteen for breakfast.

Maths bored ttm.

Cheerup Huiwen. :)

Chinese bored ttm also. -.-

Recess, eat rice pot . ;D

Food studies, didn't bring practical stuff .

sitted house kitchen w minghui & some boys .

English , feel so sleepyyy ..... -.-

Tamp after that, bused home.

Grilled chicken ~.~

Thinking back those memories we had, sigh.

If love is perfect, no one is getting hurt b'cos of r/s .

- Being treated so unfair.

Hate it ttm.

Why am i treated like a dog ?

Doing this & doing that .

He sprained his leg.

Aint my leg pain?

I cant even sit or squat .

Yet you're calling me to do stuffs that will make my leg pain like shit yet he's sleeping over there.

I'm not a maid .

I'm human.

SAME LIKE YOU.

AINT YOU A HUMAN?

Hate this home alot,

REAL LOTS .

Why everything is my fault ? WHY .

EVERYTHING I'M LETTING.

I'M LETTING! I'M TOLERATING.

EVERYTHING ME.

WHO CONCERNS ABOUT MY FEELINGS?

WHO KNOWS ?!

WHO UNDERSTANDS ?!

WHO?!

YOU? SHIT OFF MAN!

THINGS THAT YOU KNOW, ONLY SCOLD & SCOLD & SCOLD.

WHAT ELSE?

- Who can i rely on ?

sigh,

dont know who to trust .

i treated you as my dearest ones .

end up ?

Dont bother to reply my text.

But nevermind, i aint your anyone.

Just one of your gans.

For you,

Girls is more important .

But its okay.

Used to it .

- I miss you, days since i listen to your voice.

Or even see your face.

UPDATED !

PLEASE RE-ADD ME @ MINMIN-X@HOTMAIL.COM (:

Computer currently down .
At Metta's house now ^^

Anything , please text my handphone k !
Bai ~

there will be a time i'll be forgotten.

Edit my post nao. ;D
Currently in school.
No comp as comp down.
So i wont fb,plurk,blog often.
weeeheeeee ~
Not going to post about thursday & friday .
As it is not my day, totally sucked.

Sat,
went bank to cancel my atm card.
as my wallet lost, everything gone.
shag-.- .
reported police.
no news though.
went prepared , doll up .
bused to Bedok & meetup w DADA ' Dearest . LOL .
Then bus to bugis to shop around until 6pm?
Went illuma to look for Sinnee ' Jokercouple .
Miss her <:
6.3opm .
took bus to Bedok .
I'm sorry Dearest .
I know i did a very stupid thing .
I dont wish to, i just feel so heartpain.
Is not i dont want tell you, i just dont know what to say about.
Sorry,
went Fairprice to look for my wallet .
Pray so hard that they will found my wallet .
End up , false hope .
sigh :/
Then accompanied Dearest buy sushi .
& again,
i did a very stupid thing to call him.
:/
Bused home.
Bath & stuff .
Ian ' Kor & Bryan say they will come find me,
end up, 12+ or 1+ then they came,
make me wait until sleep. -.-
Slacked w them at my house downstair.
Aaron ' Kor came.
After shortly, Bryan went off.
Then accompanied two kors to 7-11 to eat. -.-
then got one uncle there . LOL .
okay, dont wish to say.
went home at 4 plus. ;D
drag Ian ' Kor to pei me home.
hehe.

Sunday,
went Bishan there to baibai.
Have to kneel down 3 times.
:/ leg was dirty & pain.
Kneel down on road somemore.
But nevermind.
sincere. ;D
After baibai,
went Chinatown to have dim sum.
NICE TTM.
Thanks eryi for the treat.
reached home,
toh on bed.
Went down for dinner at 7 plus?
Fetched Ian ' Kor from bus stop .
Then he went to look for Yongci as i go for dinner.
Slacked with Yongci, Minghui, Ian ' Kor.
accompanied Minghui home at 11 plus.
reached home at 12 plus.

Monday,
Late for school .
as i sleep very late. LOL
Lessons as usual.
bored ttm!

Tuesday,
School as usual,
went doctor after school.
have to eat medicine again, sad case.
elbow hurt damn lots.
after eating medicine,
slept til 7 plus.
have my dinner.
watched tv awhile.
went back to sleep again.
til 1o plus.
watch tv again.
til 11 plus.
then sleep again. :x

Wednesday,
School as usual. :D
elbow is getting better.